no-u-no-fun day

after so long, this is only my 3rd entry in blogspot. wanted to blog frequently but time doesn't allow me to do so. now that all the freshies are coming into utar, the uni labs are alwiz packed with humans. sigh. not only that, the elevators are also 24/7 packed with students. we're turning into "sardine hu" soon. and this makes us alwiz late for classes. so pai seh to enter the lecture hall or tut classes when e'1 turns his/her head around staring at u. what to do? u don't expect me to climb the stairs all da way up to 7th floor ma rite? by da time i got up, u probably need to send me home again cos either i fainted on my way up or "breathe jam" (loosely translated from bm; sesak nafas, to eng. thx to parkking for tis lil joke).

let me recall what i had done for the past one week. err, since parrking was away for a week, i had become the main chef of a-4-1 flora green condo. to be frank, i had nvr cooked back in pg. all i did was eat eat eat and eat. haha. da most i did is help my mum to wash the dishes after meal. hang fook nia aku! anyway, i'm glad that i have the chance to actually experience and improve my cooking skills. now only i know i'm not bad at cooking. hahaha. my hsemates complimented me for that. happie nia aku! well this was what i had been doin for the past one week. bz cooking after lectures and tutorials.

results were out last fri. checked it in uni. din get the result i expected to get. kinda disappointing. double sigh. my performance has dropped once again. wondering what's wrong with me. instead of doin better, my cgpa has been dropping since since last yr. i'm no longer sure if i could maintain a 2nd upper honor. i wish so badly to get a 1st class but i noe with my current performance, achieving that is totally impossible. my cgpa is way behind the requirement for 1st class honor. how i wish i don't have to repay my ptptn loan. but i guess this is juzt another wishful thinking of mine. triple sigh. i've put in effort as much as the other, i've worked jz as hard, but my results sigh....it din improve at all. guess there must be smth wrong with my methods of revising for exam. but then again, maybe i din put in enough effort. or maybe i should practise writing faster (for ur info, i write at the speed of a tortoise. too many times i have a lot to write but i jz don't hv the time to do so in exam). any1 has any prescibred method or secret recipe to speed up writing? sigh (i've lost count of my endless sighs).

ok, enough with this shit result of mine jor. not that it can be changed if i keep on talking bout it. went to klia on last sat to send pk off to UK. that was my very 1st time to the airport after a yr in kl. according to al, klia was ranked no.4 in the world. the 1st was hk followed by seoul airport then s'pore n m'sia. wondering what is so great bout klia that it was actually ranked no.4. the airport is kinda empty. it's undeniably big, but the viewing area is such a let down. it is on the 2nd floor if i'm not mistaken. shouldn't the viewing area be built on the top floor so that ppl can see more clearly? i thought i could watch the plane to take off but mana tau (curse the designer who designed the airport) all i could see was planes, planes and more planes. the viewing area is blocked by another building. shit la. so much for a viewing area. not impressive at all!

however, i got to see pilots. i mean real pilots; 1st officer (FO), 2nd officer (SO), co-pilot and the captain. hahaha. omg they are god damn yeng (the young and middle aged ones). the way they walk are all the same. juzt like in "triumph in the skies" (it's a tvb drama. for those who had watched this drama b4, i'm sure u noe what i am talking bout). bel, yin and i had a sudden urge to become lady pilots. hahaha! only if i'm tall and pretty enough, i may actually apply to become an air stewardess if i cant find a suitable job after i graduate. then i'd be able to travel all over the world free + allowances. if i'm lucky enough, i may meet my mr.right on the plane or in the airport. well laugh all u want. i know it's not possible but no harm ma to wish or imagine being one rite? hahaha! life will be more fun and colorful with great and wonderful imaginations don't you agree? coz sumtimes what u imagine may actually come true and become a reality. so don't stop dreaming and wishing. who knows maybe one day god hears ur prayers and grant you your wishes if u believe in Him. life is full of unanticipated surprises be them good or bad ones.

well i guess this is all for today. i've been in this lab for 2 hrs jor. sit till my butt oso kemek d. 1na go home rest awhile n then go for a relaxing swim. this is one of my not-so-routine-activity that keeps me sane living in this ulu long. will be heading to gym and sauna after that. haha!

signing off...chiaoz!!

p/s: ms.angeline long, mana anda pigi? y dun i see any updates from u de? too bz pak tor till 4get bout us jor ho? 555 write smth to keep me update ma. miss u tho.