when you're so sick and nobody cares...

do you know how it feels? it's not only terrible but it feels horrible. it's like you're left to rot and die on your own.

i took half day MC on fri. went straigth to doc. came back, ate medicine, and went off to sleep. but i din manage to sleep well. i was tossing and turning on my bed. and no1 even cares. well i couldnt blame my mum as she has been sick since wed. but my dad...i'm kinda disappointed with him...i mean when you're sick you'll expect someone to take care of your well being from eating medicine, to drinking water etc. but my dad did none of this you know? it's like "you sick, you punya pasal lo". i feel so worthless living in this world. not only am i sick physically, but i feel so "alone". i've never felt this way before. not when i'm sick. i just duno wat happpens to my dad, but he is not like that last time. he used to care for me when i'm sick. at least i feel pampered. but right now, i feel nothing. even my friends called/ sms me asking how i am doing.

i'm just wondering, how am i suppose to recover when no1 cares for me?