uncertainties

17/7 - da day i've been waiting for since i got my braces on. after almost 3 yrs of wearing those metal, finally the day to remove them has come. ngek ngek ngek. after droppin bro to work, we went to have breakfast. tummy wasnt feeling very well, so i din eat much oso la. had some apom n a glass of barli peng. after that, headed to dr.looi's. made an appt at 9am but let me waited 45mins before attending to me. damn. wasted my time nia. so boring u noe. sumore sleepy. 9.50am - at last, i managed to get into one of da rooms. da nurse came to me and then showed my my retainer n taught me how to wear lo. then asked me wait again lo for dr.looi. waited for another 10mins b4 he came in. then start takin off my braces lo. da whole process lasted bout 20-30mins nia. but the waiting time was a bit too much la. 45 mins u noe? siao eh...

came back home at bout 1smth. on9 for a while b4 i pigi tidur. woke up then watched astro lo. sigh. that was how i spent my half day at home. darn boring. was supposed to get a new toothbrush n chewing gums upon getting rid of my braces. but mission unaccomplished. gagal teruk =(

18/7 - did reverse buddy for a couple of hours. beauty said i improved alot. at least i sound more confident and i did not tremble anymore when i talk. however, seems like ang kong no walk pass me cos da calls i got were kinda complicating. even beauty oso tau hin. sigh. n u noe wat? my shift was supposed to end at 5pm, but i oni left my office at almost 8pm. too many things to follow up and reports to login. sumore i duno da processes n application tools which made me even less efficient and slow me down further.

anyway, went to watch pirates of da carribean with david. err, not much comments on da movie. cos i "see no road". itz like no story line la. dun exactly und what it is all about. but orlando bloom is darn yeng n en tau la. his voice so sexy. hehehehe. y la my office no en tau bah like him ar? it sure will motivate me to go to work. haha. at least i hv smth to look forward to ma rite?

after movie ma go cari makan lo. by da time da movie ended, it was already 12smth d. so most of the hawker stalls oso tutup kedai jor. so decided to makan at gurney thr lo. the hawker center re-open jor ma. ordered laksa. tasted so so nia lo. miss eating da laksa in jln tengah. yum yum. dat is reali super duperlicious ler. the one in farlim oso not bad. hehe. wait till i got my own transport, i sure go jln tgh makan wan. but then again, i duno when la i can hv my own car. no vitamin M wat oso no talk. sigh....

19/7 - nth much happened le. went to take my retainer lo. doc said must wear full time wo for 3 mths and part time for another 3 mths. cham la. my job is to talk to cust. i cant talk properly with my retainer la. chi lei kan (chao leng tai in hokkien). sounds darn funny. kenot accept at all.

20/7 - my shift started at 9 to 6. queue was from 9-1 and 5-6. on queue means on call la. sigh. guess i tarak potential to be cust care specialist kut. i stil cant get the hang of it. not dat i feel scared or nervous, itz just da feelin dat i couldnt handle the calls. i jz cant cope with it. n i feel like m losing control of my work n life. things j got out of control even if i hv tried my best to do wat i could but it seems like itz nvr enuf. sigh.cham la, jz a few days nia i feel like tis liao. reali doubt i can hold on to this job la. nevertheless, not gonna give up so soon la. will give it another try since my manager told me that for the time being, i dun hv to handle calls. i will help out with the e-mails instead. sigh. reali duno wat else to say jor.

datz all for this entry. feelin sleepy jor. tata!