Happy holz!!

been away from this blogging biz for quite a while. I'm not exactly that busy, it's just that i've nth much to share with you guys out there. but anyway, i had a marvellous time on last Sat at Aru's hse.

as you know last Sat was deepavali ma. so aru invited veena, norman, li wei, win yeow and me to go to her house lo. we reached there at about 3pm. greeted by aru in her t-shirt and shorts. we started to binge on food once we sat down. hahahaha!! the murukus, "ghee" balls (li wei your favourite), etc were too tempting to resist. ate alot on that day. we were served with mutton, curry chicken, salad, tosai, nuggets and...i couldnt rmbr anymore jor la. too many dishes. yum yum!!

after eatimg, it was time to sweat a lil bit. hehehehe! we played firecrackers. really missed those times when i was still a kid; played like nobody's business. those were the days...zaman kegemilangan michie leong. wahahahaha!!! anyway, we took lotsa pics on dat day too. and there was this one video where norman curi curi took. and the most embarassing thing is that i was the "main character" of the entire short video. Damn...so pai seh la...he even took a close up video of me talkin while eating my way to those yummy-licious, mouth watering, irresistible, ever tempting food. i just cant believe he did that to me...sob sob...kena buli teruk. and all my friends were actually laughing AT me. sigh...suddenly i became the clown of the day =( but no doubt all of us were having lotsa fun. it is a great thing to meet up with your best pals once in a while. you're really gonna laugh till your belly buttons hurt like hell. but who cares rite? laughter is the best medicine. and i find it very true. when i'm sad and depressed, a laughing session could cure me most of the time. so LAUGH all you can. ngek ngek ngek ngek!!!

Sunday morning, 22/10 - Our beloved SA, REL CARE Danielle's big day. alvin came to fetch me at 8am. off we went to danielle's rented apt. well this was my 1st time attending such event and becoming the "zi mui". hahaha! we had a helluva time playing tricks on the groom and his best mates. the chinese tradition, sweet and sour, bitter and spicy. christy and jane and their super sweet syrup, extremely sour lime, absolutely thick and bitter black coffee w'o sugar and biscuits with "nose and eyes watering" wasabi. so imagine what it tasted like. some even shed tears eating the biscuits with wasabi. wahahaha!! a scene i will rmbr for a long long time.

after that, we all balik kampung lo. i straight went to bed when i reached home. kinda sleepy and a lil tired oso la...got slight headache lo. woke up at 3 smth. since i'd got plenty of time left, so i decided to watch vcd, shanghai noon. at about 5.15pm, i took my bath and then did a lil make up and prepared myself for danielle's wedding dinner.

kenny, wei chuan and i reached crc at about 7smth. it was rainin kinda heavy oso at that time. the dinner started an hour later. before that, cher, carmen and i were really busy taking pictures of everyone. i guess i've never taken so many pics b4 in my whole life. well...err maybe except during my degree convo la =p everyone really had fun tho. busy posing and smilin and doin stupid, silly expressions. hehehe!! actually wanted to post up some of the pics here, but i very lazy la...hehe...but anyway, i may post them up in my friendster. so feel free to check it out.
the dinner ended at about 10pm. reached home, took another bath, then online a lil while, and off i go to my ever peaceful slumberland. a tiring but absolutely happy day.....chiaoz!!

to cry or not to cry??

TA DA!! finally my dad allowed me to drive on my own without his supervision. but of course i'm not all alone la. al came by to my hse and she parked her car at my lot. then i drove my car and went to yin's hse lo. dropped by there for about an hour before we left for prangin.

dgn excited sekali i taught them both how to drive my lil savvy. hehehe. round the area for half and hour or so then off we started our journey to our destination. mana tau jalan tak sampai 10 min, i ter-hit the pavement then hior....tyre punctured. drove till shell and i stopped my car there. DAMN IT!! 1st time driving without dad and it turned out to be a nitemare =( stupid tyre punctured to easily. sob sob...

changed to my spare tyre with some help from an uncle. after that i paid him duit kopi. my spare tyre so lawak. the size is smaller than the normal ones. thank god yin and al were with me then. abo i duno wat to do oso la.

sigh. dare not tell my parents bout it. so we went to jelutong hopin 1 of the workshops ada buka so can "repair" the punctured tyre. duno i was considered lucky or unlucky, workshop memang ada buka but guess how much the tyre cost me? it was a FREAKING RM165 alrite!!! they said savvy eh tyre size is different from the rest wan wo. so the price oso different la. i din have a choice did i? there it goes my precious RM165. suddenly the RM50 notes grew wings and flew away from my pocket.

nevertheless, the incident never spoilt my semangat to go shopping. i bought 3 pants and a skirt from Ace Win, a pair of heels and oso a ring. stainless steel wan. very gaya lo. black color de. hehe. reali shopped gau gau till pokai. no1 to pamper me, so i gotta pamper myself more ma.

anyway today entry is actually to highlight my punctured tyre. it has become the main character of the day. zhen de hen dao mei ar jin tian. sigh. with a snap pf my fingers i spent a FREAKING RM165 jor. super boh kam uan u noe?? esh esh esh....geram nia aku!!!

when you're so sick and nobody cares...

do you know how it feels? it's not only terrible but it feels horrible. it's like you're left to rot and die on your own.

i took half day MC on fri. went straigth to doc. came back, ate medicine, and went off to sleep. but i din manage to sleep well. i was tossing and turning on my bed. and no1 even cares. well i couldnt blame my mum as she has been sick since wed. but my dad...i'm kinda disappointed with him...i mean when you're sick you'll expect someone to take care of your well being from eating medicine, to drinking water etc. but my dad did none of this you know? it's like "you sick, you punya pasal lo". i feel so worthless living in this world. not only am i sick physically, but i feel so "alone". i've never felt this way before. not when i'm sick. i just duno wat happpens to my dad, but he is not like that last time. he used to care for me when i'm sick. at least i feel pampered. but right now, i feel nothing. even my friends called/ sms me asking how i am doing.

i'm just wondering, how am i suppose to recover when no1 cares for me?