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tai ka...let me announce this. i'm officially broke for the month. hahaha. went to petaling street with yin, pei lee and al yesterday afternoon. i bought a pair of "adidas" shoes, a sling bag and a pouch. all these three thingies cost me about RM100 jor. wasai. swt a big time. at 1st i didn't plan to buy shoes de. but ho, this al la, influence me. i see her buy till so syok, i jz couldn't resist da temptation. really shop till drop. gotta control my spending this month. have to ikat perut a bit. hhahaha. if angel was here with me, lagi cham. sure buy even more. angel, if got chance la, when u come to kl, i'll bring u there ok? but make sure ur purse is loaded with vitamin M la. if not u lau nuar oso i cant help jor. cos i'll be jz as broke as u. kekekekeke!!

duno what is wrong with my dear cpu la. got this irritating sound coming out from only god knows where. been like this for quite some time jor. at 1st thought da fan pa ka lau chut lai. but ho, bel helped me to put it back jor. and now da sound is still there. kinda loud oso de. cis, cilakak babi hutan mongolia betui la. bought this pc bout a yr plus nia. nvm, yin will be coming tonite. hahaha. will ask her to help diagnose my cpu illness. hehehe. it's always an extra advantage to have a friend who is computer literate la. any prob with ur pc, u can always turn to her for help.

yawn...i darn lazy la. and i mean REALLY as in super, extremely, absolutely, undeniably, horribly, terribly LAZY. hahahaha! shd have started with our FSA asgmt d. but ho, we're jz another bunch of procrastinators. couldn't move ourselves to get down to business. sigh. only god knows what it needs to get us come around and start working our arses off. some1 brainwash us pls. i know we couldn't afford to delay some more but we jz don't seem to be bothered la. sigh. some kind of laziest human being we are. spank me, slap me on da face and wake me up someone! shake back some senses into me *frowns from ear to ear*

ppl, excuse me for a lil while. will be back in a jiffy. mother nature is calling for me now. hehe. pai seh ha. cya in a few mins.

yo, i'm back. done with my business at last. su fook sai *smiling contentedly* hmm..nth much to update tho. came back from some pub in bangsar at bout 2smth 3am. don't get me wrong. we saje went there la since we'd got nth better to do. din order drinks oso cos they 1na close jor. me so kuai kia, stuff like beer does not ngam me de. hehe.

so that's all for today. will wait for yin to arrive then only go for dinner. bonjour ppl!

hola tai ka

wondering how my uncle pete is doin in canada. it's been 5 yrs since he came back to m'sia. miss him very much. sent him an email few weeks ago but he didn't reply me yet. i guess he must be very busy.

went to 1 utama with bel, yin, pauline and al yesterday. bought 2 bottles of lotion. got discount ma. what to do? i simply cant live without lotion jor. a day without applying lotion is like a snake shedding its skin. that's why i need to bring along my precious lotion with me wherever i go. sometimes it's such a nuisance. only if there is smth i can do about my dry skin.

anyone has watched initial D? i wanted to watch so badly la. but kinda pokai this mth. can't wait to see jay chou la. he and the rest of da cast were in 1-U yesterday to promote the movie. we actually waited for thei arrival for bout an hour in da carpark there. thk god it was not hot then. if not, sure become roasted pig geh. hehe. but lady luck wasn't smiling at us so we din get to see him oso la. the organizer announced that they'd be only arriving at 7.30pm and we got a movie to catch at 6.10pm. kinda disappointed lo. never see any celebrity before ma. thought can see jay chou de but...sigh no such luck lo.

knowing we wouldn't be able to wait till 7.30pm, we left for a&w half an hr before the movie started. yin and i shared a large float. yummy. but that wasn't enough to quench my thirst le. i was kinda dehydrating jor. needed H2O badly. so before went into cinema, i bought a bottle of mineral water le.

coach carter. the 1st thought dat came across my mind was "ha? ai meh? ho kua meh?" oh boy, how wrong was i. once i watched, i couldn't stop. haha. my butt was glued to the chair. my eyes were so focused on the big screen. and i had never paid so much attention listening to every word spoken in any movie. what the coach said was damn motivating. it touched my heart deeply. there were a few scenes i almost shed my tears le listening to him talking. every conversation, every single word he said was very inspirational. i just dare not blink my eyes or shut my ears in case i miss what he said (btw, coach carter is starred by samuel l.jackson). he really captured my fullest attention. he was so yong sam liong fu. everything thing he did was for his team. only if i got a lecturer or a tutor like him. haha. a movie that one must NOT miss. planning to get a dvd. 1na watch again la. damn motivating. to those who are movie fanatic, this movie is an A+ rated film. anyway, that's wat i think la. but i'm sure yin. bel, al and pauline will agree with me, won't u? hahaha.

i guess i need some motivation in my life too. i've been a procrastinator for too long jor. there are many things i know i should do, but i just don't have the "heart" to do them. sigh. i just hope i won't end up disappointing both my parents and family.

ok enough of thing pathetic thingy jor. sigh. some1 brainwash me can? haha. but overall, i'm doin fine le in uni. got to noe that to get a 1st class, i need to maintain a 3.5 CGPA at least. shit. mine is 3.4***. to keep up my current CGPA is not an easy task. sumore this sem i've got those killing papers. subjects that are too foreign to me. double sigh. as you noe, my performance has been slacking since i got into utar. duno what is the prob with me oso. can't seem to perform well. guess i need to pray harder le. ang kong, pls po pi po pi me. i just can't afford disappoinment after disappoinment. realli hv to pai pai ang kong more jor. haha. gotta be holy-er. ppl out there, pray for me too ok? i need luck and blessings more than anything rite now. tor che, xie xie, arigato, terima kasih, thank you in advance *grins from ear to ear*

hmm i gotta go jor. wanna sai pak pak. hehe. cya. chiaoz dudes!!

an unappreciated sacrifice...

My mom only had one eye.
i hated her... she was such an embarressment..
my mom ran a small shop at a flea market.
she collected little weeds and such to sell...
anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarressment.
there was this one day during elementary school..
it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarressed.
how could she do this to me?
i threw her a hateful look and ran out.

the next day at school..."your mom only has one eye?!?!" ..
and they taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world so i said to my mom,
"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?!
if you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why dont you just die?!!!"
my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time,
it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me,
but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly.

that night...
i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her earlier,
there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye.
so i told myself that i would grow up and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty..

then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied,
and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence i had.

then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.
then i had kids, too..
now i'm living happily as a successful man.
i like it here because it's a place that doesnt remind me of my mom.

this happiness was getting bigger and bigger,when..

what?!who's this?!...
it was my mother.....
still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
my little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
and i asked her,"who are you?!"
"i dont know you!!!"
as if trying to make that real.
i screamed at her,
" how dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!"

"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
and to this, my mother quietly answered,
"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong address,"
and she dissappeared out of sight.

thank goodness...
she doesnt recognize me..
i was quite relieved.

i told myself that i wasnt going to care,
or think about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...

one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the old shack,
that i used to call a house...
just out of curiosity

there, i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand....
it was a letter to me.

my son...i think my life has been long enough now..
and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...
but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
i miss you so much..
and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school....
for you...and i'm sorry that i only have one eye,
and i was an embarressment for you.

you see, when you were very little,
you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
as a mom, i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye...
so i gave you mine...
i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me,
in my place, with that eye.
i was never upset at you for anything you did..
the couple times that you were angry with me,..
i thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..'
my son... oh, my son...

kam tong nia aku...sob sob...

yo dudes! i've copied this from friendster cos i think this is damn touching le. hope u enjoy it as much as i do. happy reading!

From the very begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loves the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that& the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talkthem around. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.They sent their love through emails & phone calls.Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work,she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming outfrom her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that acccompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.S he does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return,the guy sent millions & millions of reply,and countless of phone calls,.. all the gir lcould do,besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away,hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back.She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered.When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead.When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front ofher. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let m ehave the chance to be your voice. I Love You.With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.The girl finally smiled.

lost and found

ppl ppl ppl! any1 found my nose anywhere on earth? i chiu till couldn't feel my nose. "nose dysfunction" (betui ka penggunaan ku itu?) .sigh. been sneezing away since yesterday. gosh! that was terrible, horrible and vegetable. i can't smell anything at all. nose is blocked. didn't have appetite to eat too. so asked al to ta pau some buns for me =) but thank god i'm much better now. shoud recover in a day or two.

hmm..i've nth much to update for le today. it's just another typical day lo. woke up at 8.20am lo cos got tutorial at 9am mer. ended at 10am. went back home, watched some tv drama, then off i went to my sleeping wonderland. hehe. me sick ma. so ma zz more lo. if not how to recover wo? after that ma "shang" fsa lecture lo. kinda boring oso.

5pm - i visited my ever peaceful slumberland again. zz for an hr oni this time. cos wanna watch 6pm tvb drama ma. hehehe. my hsemates all know i'm a tv, movie, drama etc addict le. hehehe. they call me TV2 cos i just can't live without watching tv. yonnie oso same geng with me de. she lagi hebat. she's our TV1. hahaha. don't be surprise le. not only she's our TV queen, she's also one of the top scorer in utar. her name is in president's list too. scared d mei? 1na be so smart like her? watch more tv le. hahahaha!

guess that's all for my entry of da day. hv nth much to story jor. chiaoz, dedes!!

a BITCH i am

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.When I stand up for those I love, they call me abitch.When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way.It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything
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hello pal! i'm back after retiring for almost a week. phew. just handed up 2 asgmts of mine. one is e-commerce individual asgmt and d other one is Management Accounting. finally can sit back and relax and breathe a temporary sigh of relief. hehehe. gotta rest for a couple of days before start working on another 2 asgmts.

seems to me my uni life revolves only around exam and asgmts. sigh. sumtimes get kinda frustrated with all these shit. it really get on my nerves esp those subjects that sound and look so foreign to me. sigh. my life here has become a routine to me. wake up, go for classes, eat, come back,online, sleep, bathe and then the process goes on and on again. but thank god that i finally got my long awaited streamyx last thursday. kekekeke. i even bought a webcam and a mic in hoping to chat on9 with my parents and uncle pete in canada.

i've got so much to share with u guys but yet so lil to write about. maybe i should improve on my writing skills so that i can be more expressive. anyway, i've 4gotten what i did for da past one week. erm...nth much happened tho. chatted with my dad and mum yesterday. i actually had a video conversation with them. too bad they din have the webcam and mic yet. so they only could see and hear me but they couldn't talk to me and i couldn't see their faces. but never mind, dad promised me that he'll get one soon. hehehehe.

ladies and gentleman, this is the official start of my snee...snee...sneeZINNNNNNNNNNNNNG epidemic. excuse me!!!!! phew...well for ur info, this unhealthy sneezing epidemic has become part of my life jor. every morn when i wake up, u'll hear me sneezing away. u can actually hear me chiu chiu chiu!! practically anytime of da day regardless where i am. haha. datz me u noe. kinda used to it jor. but at times very da extremely pek chek la. sumtimes i chiu till cannot concentrate in lectures and tutorials. then ma h to eat medicine lo. datz why i alwiz bring along my sneezing epidemic medicine along with me wherever i go just in case it starts attacking me and it can't stop. god bless me. i'm sneezing now even when i'm typing. excuse me again for a few secs. sigh. i wonder will my nose "fall off" after sneezing endless times in a day. sometimes it becomes so red like the "rudolph the red nose reeindeer". hahaha.

btw dont u think the above err...article is kinda interesting? guess i wouldn't mind being labelled as B-I-T-C-H after all. hahahaha!! to be frank, i've had a whole new "perception" towards this bitch thingy after reading the article. sometimes ppl call u that not bcos u ARE really a bitch, but it's just that they are jealous of u. i would say how stupid of them to be jealous of others. to me, everyone is a unique individual. each one has different qualities that should be appreciated and not insulted (tho i do gossip bout ppl oso la. but saje nia la. don't mean anything wan le. hehe). well da bottom line is, BE urself, do what makes YOU happy and NOT what makes other ppl happy. but it doesn't mean u deserve to feel happy at the expense of others. as long as what ur doin does not hurt the ppl around you, why worry then? u only live once to fulfill whatever dreams u have. u only live once to live ur life the way u want it to be.

i still remember i shared this phrase with u in one of my blogs - the beauty of life does not depend on how happy u are, but how happy others can be, because of YOU. it may contradict with what i have written above, but if u REALLY understand what i said, then u'll know what i mean here. but if u don't, just too bad le. ignore what i said then =)

guess i'm being too long-winded jor. sorry le. cant help blabbering so much la. kinda kuan si jor. hehe. i gotta go liao. 1na take a nap jor. nose can't stop "running around". double sigh.

well, nite ppl!

typical blog

once again i gotta blog real fast. not because of al this time but gotta go home in 15mins time. hehehe. planned to cook yesterday but parkking's stomach was growling and having a rock concert. so din have time to cook. we went for dinner at my cousin's coffee shop "leong sing" (don't tell me u reali blif it is opened by my cousin k? cos it'll be da biggest joke ever).

had FSA tutorial this afternoon. shit la. tried doin it but....sigh. this subject is like a foreign language to me. even a brainy person like jil din manage to get the result she wanted. i'm doomed. this semester CGPA sure like share price drops again. *pai pai ang kong* (sounds familiar leh cn? borrow for a while la tis phrase. i oso need it)

well i hv nothing much to share le. just blogged yesterday ma. OD lecture finished early today. so ma saje come on9 lo. 1na utilize da internet usage provided by utar. eong ka kao kao oni kam uan since it is charged to our fees oso ma. no need hak hei de.

really have to cabut jor. time's up. it's nearly 5pm d. wanna go home cook for my hsemates. heheehhe. dun jealous oo, cn. u 55 come to ulu long la. we cook for u. rm50 per dish. very cheapy nia. betta than eating out ma. more nutritious u now home cooked food. sumore we all cook with ngoi sam. eat outside got lotsa "mei cheng" = ajinamoto.

signing off jor....got class 1na use this stupid lab....bye!

celebration time dudes!

wahahaha...happy nia aku to receive a call from streamyx just now. the caller was a lady. she said that she'll be sending someone over to ulu long on next mon at 4pm to install the streamyx. oh my god! i can't really blif what i jz heard. my dearest streamyx, ur finally here at long last. do u noe how long we've been waiting for ur arrival? our necks hv grown long a few inches jor. muahahaha!! this is smth worth celebrating. cheers to all!!

yonnie is goin back to bwth today. lucky her get to go back so soon. i oso wanna go bk but ho...jz for da weekend nia no syok wan. then hv to rush back pulak. sigh. miss my family. miss my bed. miss everything in pg. most of all miss my friends le. duno when oni get to see them all esp angel. double sigh. i don't usually get to see her often le cos everytime i hv holidays she has classes to attend. by the time her holidays come, my new semester has commenced. so very wrong timing.

we had spag last nite le. bel n i were the chefs of da day. not da usual spag. this one ho got mushroom soup de. hehehe. taste not bad tho. sure la got me to cook u noe. i've become quite pro in cookin nowadays. thx for da intensive training pals! ngek ngek ngek! if not for u guys, i mana got chance to cook wo?

as for supper we had chau to fu from tmn connaught. jil went to pasar mlm yesterday nite. so bel asked her to buy for us la. kinda smelly oso but still bearable la. not half as bad as yonnie described. u noe what she said? "like shit nia da smell. yucks!" hahahaha...typical yonnie. datz just so lim yon la. she was a bit too exaggerating le. undeniably it stinks but jz like whar cn said, da stench couldn' t be any worse than her "sai". hahahaha! i wonder her sai reali got so stinky mou *scratching my head* reigme told us dat during 9 wong yeh dat time in jln ampang got many stalls selling stinky to fu. yum yum...btw when is 9 wong yeh ar? cant wait jor. bel n i lau nuar d. hehehehe!!

i gotta cut short my bloggy jor. al is freezing cold. sumore i nid to go back home to spread da good news bout streamyx to my fellow hsemates. then 1na prepare for dinner oso. hahaha...itz CELEBRATION TIME dudes!! cya next round...buhbye!! muakz...luv n kisses from me to all of u guys readin my bloggy...

no-u-no-fun day

after so long, this is only my 3rd entry in blogspot. wanted to blog frequently but time doesn't allow me to do so. now that all the freshies are coming into utar, the uni labs are alwiz packed with humans. sigh. not only that, the elevators are also 24/7 packed with students. we're turning into "sardine hu" soon. and this makes us alwiz late for classes. so pai seh to enter the lecture hall or tut classes when e'1 turns his/her head around staring at u. what to do? u don't expect me to climb the stairs all da way up to 7th floor ma rite? by da time i got up, u probably need to send me home again cos either i fainted on my way up or "breathe jam" (loosely translated from bm; sesak nafas, to eng. thx to parkking for tis lil joke).

let me recall what i had done for the past one week. err, since parrking was away for a week, i had become the main chef of a-4-1 flora green condo. to be frank, i had nvr cooked back in pg. all i did was eat eat eat and eat. haha. da most i did is help my mum to wash the dishes after meal. hang fook nia aku! anyway, i'm glad that i have the chance to actually experience and improve my cooking skills. now only i know i'm not bad at cooking. hahaha. my hsemates complimented me for that. happie nia aku! well this was what i had been doin for the past one week. bz cooking after lectures and tutorials.

results were out last fri. checked it in uni. din get the result i expected to get. kinda disappointing. double sigh. my performance has dropped once again. wondering what's wrong with me. instead of doin better, my cgpa has been dropping since since last yr. i'm no longer sure if i could maintain a 2nd upper honor. i wish so badly to get a 1st class but i noe with my current performance, achieving that is totally impossible. my cgpa is way behind the requirement for 1st class honor. how i wish i don't have to repay my ptptn loan. but i guess this is juzt another wishful thinking of mine. triple sigh. i've put in effort as much as the other, i've worked jz as hard, but my results sigh....it din improve at all. guess there must be smth wrong with my methods of revising for exam. but then again, maybe i din put in enough effort. or maybe i should practise writing faster (for ur info, i write at the speed of a tortoise. too many times i have a lot to write but i jz don't hv the time to do so in exam). any1 has any prescibred method or secret recipe to speed up writing? sigh (i've lost count of my endless sighs).

ok, enough with this shit result of mine jor. not that it can be changed if i keep on talking bout it. went to klia on last sat to send pk off to UK. that was my very 1st time to the airport after a yr in kl. according to al, klia was ranked no.4 in the world. the 1st was hk followed by seoul airport then s'pore n m'sia. wondering what is so great bout klia that it was actually ranked no.4. the airport is kinda empty. it's undeniably big, but the viewing area is such a let down. it is on the 2nd floor if i'm not mistaken. shouldn't the viewing area be built on the top floor so that ppl can see more clearly? i thought i could watch the plane to take off but mana tau (curse the designer who designed the airport) all i could see was planes, planes and more planes. the viewing area is blocked by another building. shit la. so much for a viewing area. not impressive at all!

however, i got to see pilots. i mean real pilots; 1st officer (FO), 2nd officer (SO), co-pilot and the captain. hahaha. omg they are god damn yeng (the young and middle aged ones). the way they walk are all the same. juzt like in "triumph in the skies" (it's a tvb drama. for those who had watched this drama b4, i'm sure u noe what i am talking bout). bel, yin and i had a sudden urge to become lady pilots. hahaha! only if i'm tall and pretty enough, i may actually apply to become an air stewardess if i cant find a suitable job after i graduate. then i'd be able to travel all over the world free + allowances. if i'm lucky enough, i may meet my mr.right on the plane or in the airport. well laugh all u want. i know it's not possible but no harm ma to wish or imagine being one rite? hahaha! life will be more fun and colorful with great and wonderful imaginations don't you agree? coz sumtimes what u imagine may actually come true and become a reality. so don't stop dreaming and wishing. who knows maybe one day god hears ur prayers and grant you your wishes if u believe in Him. life is full of unanticipated surprises be them good or bad ones.

well i guess this is all for today. i've been in this lab for 2 hrs jor. sit till my butt oso kemek d. 1na go home rest awhile n then go for a relaxing swim. this is one of my not-so-routine-activity that keeps me sane living in this ulu long. will be heading to gym and sauna after that. haha!

signing off...chiaoz!!

p/s: ms.angeline long, mana anda pigi? y dun i see any updates from u de? too bz pak tor till 4get bout us jor ho? 555 write smth to keep me update ma. miss u tho.

just another day...

had an early tutorial class today. woke up at 7.20am to get myself ready. after i was done with my business, i woke al up. as usual we only left da hse 5 mins b4 our class start. upon arrival, we waited for about 10mins for da blardee lifts. cis. class was at 5th floor so we din plan to climb the endless flights of stairs (call us lazy if u want to, but hey, which idiot wants to climb the stairs when they have the lifts?).

8.15am. the tutor had not come in to class yet. a guy came in informing us that mr.steven, our tutor for mgmt accounting, would only be arriving at 8.35am. argh! f*ck! damn man! so much for waking up early in da morning and waiting for da lifts. and now we had to wait again.

8.50am. the tutor had not shown up yet. everyone was getting frustrated waiting for more than half an hour. we were plannin to leave when mr.steven suddenly came into the class. he apologized for being late and said that he would like to replace da lost half an hour next week starting from
7.30am. no no no! it is damn freaking early. i wouldn't want to wake up earlier than i already have to.

hmm nth much to talk about for 2day's lecture and tutorial. kinda boring also. however, with yon and al around, i will never be able to control my incessant laughter. i was too bz laughing to concentrate on what dr.lim (lecturer for my research project) was saying.

sigh. i'm getting kinda sleepy jor. slept for about 6hrs only. miss those days in pg le. back then i zz like nobody's business. and i get to on9 for hrs. i get to eat my fav food, i get to watch astro, i get to meet my friends. oooooooohhhhhhh hang fook nia aku. hahaha.

well i should get back to reality tho. now that this is d 2nd week since the commencement, we've already gotten all da asgmts. seems to me we have to rush against time if we were to complete the individual and group asgmts on time. double sigh. so much work to do and yet so lil time for us to complete them. will have to work like mad dog again. i doubt i would be able to repay all my sleep debt. even now i'm already having dark circles under my poor eyes. god saves me. i wouldn't want to turn into a panda bear.

miss yin so much. hope everything goes well for her le. as for parkking, she'll be coming back this weekend after her grandpa's funeral. sigh. life is so fragile. ppl come and go easily. they may be talking to you this very minute, and the next they may be gone 4eva. so for those of you out there, appreciate every hour, every min, every second u spent with your love ones. nvr ever take them for granted. say what you mean, and mean what you say.

lazy to type jor. run out of things to "story" you guys. aiyah, what do u expect wo? ulu long, as the name implies, is very ulu and isolated de. we're practically surrounded by mountains, hills, trees, trees and more trees and nth else jor.

anyway, i gtg d. will keep u update bout me, myself and i as often as possible. take good care dudez! cya around. gotta go home cook dinner jor. bai bai!